Gross.

Here is my first earnest attempt at writing (kind of) first thing in the morning. Of course, this may have not have happened at a worse day. Maybe even a worse week. It's not that I'm complaining, but I'm just telling it like it is.

I actually should hop into the shower right now and get ready for my day, because I have to be at a doctor's appointment right at 8, then I have to go to a seminar to improve my work writing. Following that, I have to go pick up plates and forks and then I'm off adventuring with my long-lost friend around Torrance and Gardena.

All this wouldn't be so bad if not for the fact that I'd like to be ready by now, but I slept past the beginning of my alarm and that I promised myself that I'd do this exercise for the first time, after I had planned to do this daily a long, long time ago...so long, in fact, it's coming close to about a year.

Also, I know that this will be good for me to do. I should do this, regardless of how tired I am, how little time there is, how little sleep I got from looking at things and tossing and turning in bed, and recalling at some point, I did have a strange enough dream that caused me to start crying. I have no recollection as to what caused me to do that, but that was upsetting...at the time, and now my eyes are a bit puffy from it. It's not something foreign to me, because that happened the night before anyway.

Gah, I really don't want to go to this doctor's appointment. But I must, it's for the best. I also don't feel like digging up a book that I really, really need right now, but I think it's a good thing for me to grab, because today officially marks the beginning of starting something new in a way, but is something that I should have done ages ago.

In fact, that's something that I could share with others, for not many people knew that I did such a thing 5 years ago, even the people who actually knew me at the time, but that's for another entry with its own purpose. Perhaps I should really get my day started and perhaps address things for later.